I lay awake at nite waiting for the phone to ring and to hear ur voice on the other end...and still no call...i wait to hear your voice....and not a word is said...i wait for the jokes you would pull so i could feel stupid when u were done...i wait for the talks we'd have...but no conversation happens...i wait for the day that we meet again...just so i can tell u one more time how much i love you...I miss you so much...i cry at nite just wanting u back...my heart will never mend until i get to see you again...i know your in a better place...but to let u know you are never ever forgotten...and i'll keep waiting for the day when we're together again
Hey you, Stop Calling Me! If your not calling me your asking where Reuben is or asking me how were doin. Were ok and I can go to Worland without you checking up on me. DAD. lol. we miss you. reuben misses you alot. lulu nina and cheech ask about you all the time although they know where you are dam gordo did you have to leave. you were a pain in my ass but a pain that we miss. we love you and we know that your always in our prayers and your family too. we love you keep the pool tables cleared up there and put your quarters up cause reubens playin you next and NO not for a double shot

I remember waking up everyday to either you snoring or you staring at me with a big goofy smile on your face. I miss you so much and I wake up everyday looking for you! I can't wait until the day God brings me home to you!
WHEN A LOVED ONE DIES
Have you lost a loved one in death? The pain, the grief, and the feelings of helplessness can seem unbearable. At such times, we need to go to God’s Word for comfort. (2 Corinthians 1:3, 4) The Bible helps us to understand how Jehovah and Jesus feel about death. Jesus, who perfectly reflected his Father, knew the pain of losing someone in death. (John 14:9) When he was in Jerusalem, Jesus used to visit Lazarus and his sisters, Mary and Martha, who lived in the nearby town of Bethany. They became close friends. The Bible says: “Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus.” (John 11:5) As we learned in the preceding chapter, though, Lazarus died.
How did Jesus feel about losing his friend? The account tells us that Jesus joined Lazarus’ relatives and friends as they grieved over this loss. Seeing them, Jesus was deeply moved. He “groaned in the spirit and became troubled.” Then, the account says, “Jesus gave way to tears.” (John 11:33, 35) Did Jesus’ grief mean that he had no hope? Not at all. In fact, Jesus knew that something wonderful was about to happen. (John 11:3, 4) Still, he felt the pain and sorrow that death brings.
In a way, Jesus’ grief is encouraging to us. It teaches us that Jesus and his Father, Jehovah, hate death. But Jehovah God is able to fight and overcome that enemy! Let us see what God enabled Jesus to do.
For more reference about this wonderful hope you can visit www.watchtower.org
There is so much I wish to say. We think about you everyday. We miss your laugh. We miss your smile. Neither lost nor forgotten we imagine them often. It just doesn't seem real that your not around. We still look for you when were in town. As I stood at the curb tears filled my eyes I found myself looking for you until I realized what was true. I will never again see your wave and your smile. We won't stand on the street you Reuben and I and visit for awhile. No "Hey Reuben how ya doin" with a big hug to follow. NO "What are you doing tonight", or "I'll see ya tomorrow. All these things we cherish so dearly we will remember them so clearly. To make things worse we still talk to you and we know you can hear us. we love you gordo, take it easy up there if you see mike tell him hi for me k .............